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I never feel like this, this feeling is so strong. Disturb me night and day, when weak up in the morning, and when I’ll go to sleep, he there in my mind. I can’t stop from thinking of him, and imaging his smile. Oh god please help me, I don’t know what to do, my heart always beats hard when I see him. I know it so impossible to get closer with him, he is my highest dream, a absurd dream, but please give me just little love, give me chance to share my life with him, and I’ll stand by him.
Tonight I can’t close my eyes, although I feel so tired, it’s because of u. shadow every day, sorrow in my heart when I realize that I’m always missing him but I know I can’t reach him anymore. There no feel like this feel, there is no love like this love, the love that I never had, the love that I can just imagine, the love that I always search for,,,,,,.
Nothing I gonna do, he took my heart away. He never knows what I keep deep in side, because I have no meaning for him.
How terrible I am!!!!!so poor!!!when love comes and touches my heart, I can’t reach that.